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The end.
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Alright, so if you guys haven't figured it out I don't really use this website anymore. I'm sorry. I am more active on my Tumblr account, the access to it is on my profile page. You are all most welcome to spam me with questions or comments there and see some of the stupid things I post. Once again I'm sorry if anyone has tried to look on my page and found my lack of updating or that some of my posts here have been deleted. Thanks for stopping by or following. I hope to hear from you guys later.
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so yeah, there's this thing...
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Okay guys, since things aren't really calming down here I may as well suck it up and write to you so you know I'm not dead at least. (Close but not quite there yet) I'm now working with this group to write a comic, it's kind of hard to explain and it's not my story so I can't share anything about that but it's going to be awesome! I am also working with a group that reviews and recommends video games on YouTube. It's a relatively new group and we're just getting off our feet; the University has told us we are not allowed to be affiliated with them unless we follow these strict guidelines and honestly, who has time for that? Once we figure out our footing I'll tell y'all all about it, I may even be in a few videos (for now I'm just helping with the cameras). The semester is almost over and I am honestly ready to be done, I'm exhausted mentally and physically and I'm ready for a nice LOOOOOONG break. I'll try to update something soon (I know I say this all the time but I promise I will this time!) so look out for that! Happy holidays guys!
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FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuu........
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Fuck.
life=
That is all.
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Let me tell you!
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I just love when you're on the internet at 2:30 in the morning and you've finally hit that point in time where it seems like you've conquered the internet. You survived the creepy, dark corners of 
, you're seeing only repeats on the "Popular" tab in 
, no one on 
, is posting and your email hasn't had anything new since 6 PM. Oh and don't forget you've already watched your favorite series on Netflix and Hulu at least 8 times (because you have to go for the symmetrical numbers) so now what? Being a insomniac I have no freaking idea. I could study for the tests I have this week, I could write, draw, do dishes or laundry, maybe even take a shower, but that's not the kind of insomniac I am. I just kind of sit and stare at a wall while listening to music on my IPod I didn't even know existed on there (thank you songs that require me to buy the whole damn album!). 
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, you're seeing only repeats on the "Popular" tab in , no one on , is posting and your email hasn't had anything new since 6 PM. Oh and don't forget you've already watched your favorite series on Netflix and Hulu at least 8 times (because you have to go for the symmetrical numbers) so now what? Being a insomniac I have no freaking idea. I could study for the tests I have this week, I could write, draw, do dishes or laundry, maybe even take a shower, but that's not the kind of insomniac I am. I just kind of sit and stare at a wall while listening to music on my IPod I didn't even know existed on there (thank you songs that require me to buy the whole damn album!). The worst part of all of this is that I know how the rest of the day is going to go already: possibly an hour and a half of sleep, get out of bed while wondering if I actually ever fell asleep at all, get dressed for school, leave. 
First class: teacher will stare at me expectantly just hoping I'll actually participate in our discussion of whatever book I briefly skimmed the back cover of (yeah, not going to happen), 
I'll start thinking about the fact that I haven't had any food yet unless you count whatever calories are in toothpaste, and I don't like coffee enough to try and suffer through a cup to keep me awake. Class will end, I'll hike back to the first floor all the while wishing I were a student at Hogwarts and how much I would love for the stairs to just start moving. But that won't happen.
I'll start thinking about the fact that I haven't had any food yet unless you count whatever calories are in toothpaste, and I don't like coffee enough to try and suffer through a cup to keep me awake. Class will end, I'll hike back to the first floor all the while wishing I were a student at Hogwarts and how much I would love for the stairs to just start moving. But that won't happen. Second class: the class room will either be arctic cold or sweltering with absolutely no movement to the air so I might start getting the same effects I feel when I'm car sick (fun). The teacher is rather monotone, from Iceland and is in love with rocks (it's a geology course, so I guess that makes sense), it is then that I'll finally open my notebook but not to take notes, rather for whatever reason HIS class is the one time I actually feel....creative? No, let's just call it "not lazy". Class will end and I will have an hour and a half to do nothing on campus because I will not waste the gas necessary to drive back to my apartment (and honestly I would end up napping and sleeping through my last class). Maybe I'll finally eat? 
Third (and final) class: I actually look forward to this class because of the teacher's extreme sarcasm and general hate for the ignorance of most human beings. Hopefully we get our tests back because on one of the essay questions I decided to be funny and I want to know if he's the kind of teacher to mark off for that or to be pleasantly amused and overlook the entire fill-in-the-blank section that I KNOW I screwed up on. Then finally his class will end and I am free to return home to sit on my couch, actually finish whatever homework I have due the next day (love that college does the whole every-other-day thing, keeps it fresh) and then repeat the cycle you have just read (unless you skipped to the end you slippery fox 
) only substitute the first two classes with work from 7-1, a lab (for geology), another english class I will attempt to participate in because I enjoy the teacher, and an advertisement class where the teacher reminds me of Professor Flitwick (from the first movie) with an extreme hate for Obama and need to be loved by his students. 
) only substitute the first two classes with work from 7-1, a lab (for geology), another english class I will attempt to participate in because I enjoy the teacher, and an advertisement class where the teacher reminds me of Professor Flitwick (from the first movie) with an extreme hate for Obama and need to be loved by his students. Wow, that was a rant! If I do actually post this in my sleep-deprived stupor I am sorry. Especially to you reader who actually read, skimmed or glanced at this with even the slightest of interest.
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so uhhhhhhhh yeah.....
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I'm so sorry guys, life has been.....happening. bleh. I've been busy with work and it being my senior year (though everyone at my work keeps thinking I'm a freshman no matter how many times I say I'm not). I'm still trying to think of something for ya'll (276 views later) and sh*t has just not been taking place. Between waking up everyday around 5 to get ready for work, then school and finally getting back to my apartment and passing out I haven't had time to really do anything. 
Sorry for the rant and not having a surprise at the end like: Oh btw I'm lying and I have this super cool sheeeeeeet for you! no. I don't. I'm sorry I'm such a failure. :'[
Sorry for the rant and not having a surprise at the end like: Oh btw I'm lying and I have this super cool sheeeeeeet for you! no. I don't. I'm sorry I'm such a failure. :'[I will find time for you guys, I swear! Just....not in the foreseeable future. *whispers* I'm so sorry.
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